Dear Stomache....(anorexia)

Dear stomach,

Although i know i will never get an answer i figured i should write.
To tell you I'm not giving up
without a pretty big fight
I'm disgusting, fat and ugly
all i feel is hate
so Ive decided to stop eating
so i can lose the weight..
My friends and family say
don't do it
your perfect how you are
But when i look at the other girls
Prettys pretty far...

3 months later...

Dear stomach,
They've locked me in a room
they're forcing me to eat
only i cant cuz I'm disgusting
i feel like Ive been beat..
This illness got inside me
and it crawled through my brain
now i see myself as blimpy
and its making me deranged
Id kill myself if they would
Just unlock these chains
and this tube is really bugging me
pumping food into my veins..
its all your fault I'm ugly
its all your fault I'm so fat
If i could just remove you
Id do it in a second flat..

So thanks for all the problems
and thanks for hating me..
I know i have to get better
But I'm not strong enough to fight this disease..