Why cant I smile?
Is it because I am to sad to hide the feelings
I don't know whats going on.
I was fine, and it's all coming back!
My stomach feels strange now,
like I'm going to be sick,
but I'm not, i just cant stop thinking of all the bad i have done,
and all that has gone wrong in my life.
Is this the end?
Is this where I cease to exist?
I don't know what to do,
who to talk to;
no one really cares about me!
It’s so hard!
Being alone like this,
feeling like there is no place to go.
Feeling like I have no home,
no one to hold me when i'm alone...
It hurts.
To see that no one really does care!
No one wants to hear what I say
Why would they, i'm nothing to them.
you say that i'm going to be fine,
but really, will I?
Will this pain ever go away again,
Will it come out all right in the end?
