Sorry it had to end this way Pt.2

I'm sorry it had to end this way it was supposed to end in happiness.Sitting at home waiting for everyone to come home so go out and smoke weed and have get drunk.Sounds like a good life eh?
But my plan backfired I got out into S.Y.S for Truancy(absence from school)and stayed for 30 days.I wasn't the same when I returned home I was suicidal I didn't care what others thought I was always very violent I was a dark secretive person I still did drugs drank and still stole but that was where it ended I got caught stealing and have been in jail since so imagine a life like mine?Would you live like this?Or fight back?
I fought back now I'm in jail for assaulting an officer.Got out on may 13th 2005