I Miss Her

Click.
I turn off the light.
I sit alone in the dark with my
thoughts,
welcoming in the night.

I fall back.
Laying on my bed on the right
side as usual,
hugging my pillow not just for the
sake of doing it,
but as a symbol.

I close my eyes.
All I see black.
My chest hurts,
I think I'm having a heart attack,
or it might just be the pain from
the love my heart lacks.

Still nothing.
I have nothing to dream.
I use to dream of her,
but with her gone,
my imagination no longer has its
usually theme.

Love,

and the stars above.
Playing connect the dots with
the stars that create her face in
the sky with clouds that
look like doves.

I whisper.
but to my pillow
like how I use to do in her ears.
And I said,
"I never knew what true love was
until you appeared".

My left eye,
it dropped a tear,
followed by my right.
I wrap my arms around the pillow more
and squeeze it tight.
Constantly repeating to myself that
everything will be alright.

I hear keys,
slowly slipping into
the front door.
I quickly put back the pillow,
and pretend to be sleeping.
Before.

She walks,
into the room, and
slips into the bed.
Trying her best to be quiet,
as she leans over to
kiss my forehead.

I bet,
most of you were thinking
that she left me,
and our love was not meant
to be.
But let me tell you what happen
next before I started to dream.

I
opened my eyes
and stared into hers as I
pull up the covers.
I opened my mouth and
these words came out,
that I love her,
and there will never
be no one else.