I saw him today,
For once he acknowledged my presence,
I was surprised,
Maybe I am alive to him,
He said, "hey shelby",
All I said was hi,
I stood on that porch while my friend hugged him,
I turned around so he wouldnt see the tears building up in my eyes,
I didn't want him to see me cry,
To know that i haven't moved on,
And he has,
He smiled at me,
like everything was the same,
that big grin he always did,
I looked at him deep in the eyes,
I could tell he knew I was hurt inside,
As soon as he left,
I broke down and I cried,
Telling myself what a fool I am,
For once I felt so weak,
I thought I had moved on,
But truely I hadn't,
Will I ever,
What is this that I felt for him,
Not love,
Not like,
But what?
I just want to know how could someone make you feel like you are everything,
But so quickly make you feel like you are nothing?,
The boy of my dreams faded away,
I just want him to come back to me.
