Daddy

Daddy, I have so much hate inside,
If only you knew.
If only you had seen,
All the pain I have been through.

Daddy, you are so oblivious,
It just makes me sick.
Even if I wanted to tell you, I couldn't,
Because your head is just to thick.

Daddy, you wonder why I don't tell you anything,
Or even just about my day.
Well it's because I hate my life,
And I just want to run away.

Daddy, is that what you wanted to hear,
Since I'm supposed to be so perfect
Well I have some news for you,
I am so far from it.

Daddy, I hate how you give me no privacy,
I'm a young girl and that's just not right.
I know how you go through my room,
When I'm not here at night.

Daddy, I hate it when you yell at me,
And call me all those names.
I know I am a screw-up,
And you make it clear that I'm to blame.

Daddy, since I'm such a screw-up,
And since we always fight.
When I don't cry myself to sleep,
I just cut at night.

Daddy, because of you I have no more tears,
All of this from my overcome fears.

I have a bunch of distraught scars that I won't show,
But Daddy you will never know.