Crimson Lines

I sew my own flesh
a needle without thread
the crimson lines appear
i wish i was dead

I slice my own skin
a blade of pure hate
not enough to end this
struggling pain is my fate

I take pills to sleep
but always i wake
i need a few more
i feel so fake

I hate my self
I hate you too
Just leave me alone
what have i done to you

You all make me cry
my tears you'll never see
I hide them from every one
ill never be free

I want to end it now
I want to die
will to carry on. Gone
This life is a lie

no one knows
No one hears
no one cares
or sees my fears

Ill take the blade
or pills or noose
I want to leave
cut me loose

My time has come
good night my friend
forget me not
you've seen my end