I wanted to kill myself
because you didn't love me anymore
i wanted to grab that knife
and just die bleeding on the floor
every time i saw you
my heart would ache
i wanted to hold you
i loved you for god's sake
you treated me like dirt
after we split
you called me names
and that was it
my heart aching for you stopped
my love for you was gone
i started being happy again
because I'm moving on
but then you wanted me back
you wanted me to be your girl
you said i meant everything to you
and that i was your whole world
i turned your offer down,
because its what you deserve
after calling me names
how dare you have the nerve
to take me back again
after all I've been through
I'm not going through that again
and not because of you
so I'm going to wait
for someone worth living for
and ill love them
like I've never been in love before
i can't believe i spent 18 days with you,
what a waste of tears, blood and time,
I'm looking for someone special
who loves me and for me to call them mine
