It didnt work

I sat up that night
rolled up my sleeves
it felt so right
i would soon have sweet dreams

i push it really hard
and blood spilled out
i was very calm just watching it pour out
yes i wanted this and thats why you heard no shouts

i started slipping away
into sweet sweet nothingness
i was reaching my goal my goal to forever go away

but the next morning i woke up
covered in blood
this isn't fair, i wanted to die
but I'll just try again and till than ill cry

so I'll put my fake smile on
and go to school
so no one asks
and my dream will be a surprise....

votes/comments

this one sucks mager huge balls!! it just happened ya know