What Did I Do?

What did I ever do,
to ever deserve you,
is what I use to think,
when there was a me and you,

But then me and you was suddenly gone,
all I could think was what went wrong,
I never did understand how you took it so strong,
while every night I would sing sad songs,

When you said it was over something you said make me think,
you said we'd try and talk for eternity,
so every time you'd call it was good news for me,

you said you still liked me,
you said that you still cared,
but for some reason your feelings just weren't there,
I think yours were there but telling me was just a scare,

So every time my phone rang,
my heart just sang,
even though I was usually sleeping,
I would wake up just for you,

Our late night talks would turn into the past,
saying "remember this" or "remember that",
and how we use to tease each other about saying we were fat,
or I'd just listen to you sweet talk your cat,

You'll never know how much I've been through,
getting over you,
or you'll never know how I miss you so,

Its been two months now,
since you called us over,
and its been one week,
since I heard you speak,

We got in this huge fight,
over something I said,
I just meant it was a joke,
I didn't want you to get upset,

But you did something to,
way worse than me,
you got a guy to call me,
but you thought I was to blind to see,

You told him what to say,
you told him what to do,
I bet you just wanted to see,
if I still had feelings for you,

You found out the truth,
all I talk about is you,
now you know I can't sleep,
and I'm still crying over you,

So now are you happy,
are you satisfied,
now that you know,
day and night your on my mind,

But the very next day,
that guy called me,
now what I'm gonna tell you,
might make you think,

He said you were right about everything,
that I'm just a b-i-t-c-h and a w-h-o-r-e but I was just a thing,
worst of all I was easy,

So I want to tell you,
nothing about this is true,
you guys wouldn't even know,
you just not good enough for my show,

When I went to confront you,
you said nothing about it was true,
I don't know what to believe,
I don't know what to think,

I already know it's to hard for me to stay away,
we broke up April 1st and its already May,
people think when I cry its just a shame,
and I don't want them to call you because your just a blame,

So how do you take it so well,
if it's a secret you need to tell,
because I need to know,
how you can treat me so low,

All my friends know,
about everything you say,
there the ones I run to,
when you cause me so much pain,

So every time you ask that question,
"is your friend still mad at me",
I'm just gonna say what do you think,
because she knows a tear comes out every other blink,

So what did I ever do,
to actually go through this,
for every minute missing you,
and thinking about the past.