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One million teardrops,
Fall from my eyes,
The things that you vowed,
Were nothing but lies.
The end of forever,
Came, strangely, so fast.
I never had guessed,
That our love wouldn't last.
To lower my casket,
Deep into my ground,
Is the only solution,
To the pain I have found.
Somehow, all the answers,
Are rolled into one.
Another tragic love story,
That I can not outrun.
Cross my heart,
And slit my wrists,
Bleed the pain,
And try to forget....
How the rose would lie,
Across my chest.
And all the crimson stitches,
Underneath my dress.
The smell of lilies,
Fades into decay,
That no holy water,
Could wash away.
All these emotions,
You put me through,
And you don't even know,
The damage you do.