Is this normal?

Yet another day goes by
and yet I still want to die
You think my feelings are fake
I think your making a mistake
you don't know what secrets that I behold
Every one asks me why I am sad and not glad
knowing that I lost ever thing that I had
knowing that I am so sick that I cant try
All I do is cry
My life brings so much pain
My words bring so much vain
All of my fears
just become tears
Every one thinks its a joke
But they don't know that my heart is broke
I lost my fate
I lost my mate
I have no pride
because I have to hide
Every one uses my name
and puts it into shame
my face is so pale
knowing that I am a male
Every one says I am a pest
I just try to be like the rest
Please don't bug me
Please don't mug me
I would hate to have to put this to a end
But I know your not my friend
You just don't understand my brain
it says theres nothing to gain
so Ill make a big dash
and make my self crash
So I may leave a gash