To a Friend

I wish I had you with me,
To guide me through the world,
I wish I had my shining star,
My gorgeous blonde model girl,

I miss you standing by me,
Where there use to be you is now air,
I miss you making me smile,
And knowing that you care,

I want to feel your friendship again,
The way I feel for you,
I want to know I'll always have you,
No matter what we go through,

I hope I'll get it back,
What I feel I've lost and may never find,
I hope my friend returns to me,
The friend I left behind,

I can't imagine life without them,
And the joy they bring to my life,
I can't think of not having them when I'm older,
When we're both a mother and wife,

I will try to get them back,
And repair the damage I've done,
I will try to make a mends,
Try to undo what I've done.

*i doubt she'll ever read this but if she does I hope she knows who she is, how much she means to me, and how much I want her back... Becky you are and always will be one of my very best friends and I really want to be friends for life. Please can we go back to being happy and close like before*