Serenity

-I sit in this room, I can hardly breath,
-You have no idea what its like being me.
-You don't know what its like to struggle to fit in,
-I've been made fun of my whole life, theres no where to begin.
-Everyone in my life just walks away,
-I'm meant to be alone, no one will stay.
-I feel it racing towards me, theres no way to be free
-The pain and darkness slowly consume me
-The room goes dark, I think about my life
-The tears start to flow, and I pull out the knife
-I pierce my skin, the blood rushes out
-Trying to cover the pain, thats what it's about
-I'm tired of the lonliness I face every day
-Wishing the pain and suicidal thoughts would go away.
-I need serenity, some place to hide,
-Some place to think, some place to cry
-Will they realize the signs were in their face?
-But it doesn't matter now, I'm in a better place.
-It may be Heaven, it may be Hell,
-But it's better than home, as far as I can tell.