I look out a broken window,
the rain falls heavily,
i cry tears of blood,
and watch a girl stare back at me,
once upon a time...
the words were read to me,
princes on white horses,
and fairylands..just fantasies.
my realm is of shadows,
i live in an eternal nightmare,
nothing but pain,and rain,
and my heart beat is becoming rare.
I'm trapped in this prison,
and it is my home,
fighting,
screaming,
hiding,
bleeding,
never seeing,
just always being alone,
shattered in pieces,
heavily breathing,
heart beat barley beating,
never feeling,
like anyone cares,
i just feel like i am there,
except for I'm nowhere,
lost inside,
nowhere to hide,
trying to break free,
but can never see,
the light of love's kindness,
just stuck in my eternal blindness,
i want to be with you,
but i can't seem to find you,
where are you?
How did i get this way?
When did i start to fall?
Why am i broken?
What is a heart?
Where am i anymore?
Do I even know who I am?
If I scream loud enough will you hear me?
If i cry hard enough will you save me?
If you see,
will you love me?
If you find me,
promise you won't break me.
Will my words ever be heard?
Will they ever be spoken?
Will you make my heart cured?
Will you fix it for me so i am not broken?
I'm so tired of being alone,
take me with you,
...take me...home....
