Falling into nothingness

Falling into nothingness scared to really feel
Lets let the pain and fearfulness show me what is real
If it hurts you know you are really alive
If your crying you know that your hurting on the inside

You did this too me you made me frustrated
With your cold words my love became sedated
It wasn't really there just a numb feeling within
You killed my heart and made my head spin

I could never see straight just into your eyes
I listened to you and pretended to believe your lies
I wanted to escape and be free and untouched
But you told me no one could love me as much

How could you say that was love at its truest
It was a repetitive cycle that made me feel so foolish
I couldn't see my escape but I tried to get out
My angry feelings at you I did shout

We'd been living a lie in a fairytale story
You had made it seem our love was your glory
But it brought us both down and now you can see
And love wasn't real, we were never meant to be.