I can feel your heart beating next to mine and still you are so far..
i tell you that i love you but i don't even know who you are..
you can look into my eyes but you can't see my soul
and you're here with me but I'm still never whole..
if you can't love me like i love you i don't know what I'll do..
i want you to be a part of me but you always look right through..
your words don't mean a thing cause your eyes tell me no
and it makes me ache inside because its so hard to let you go..
your smile isn't real and your heart isn't mine anymore
nothing between us feels like it did before
and it hurts, i swear the pain just won't go away
my eyes are filled with tears and you still have nothing to say..
how can u forget to love me? how can u forget to care?
how can u say you're sorry when i needed you to be there?
how can u be so cold when you see me cry?
and how can u sit there and not even attempt to tell me why?
you are pushing me away when i have done nothing wrong
and you are breaking my heart everyday but I'm still trying to be strong
i know that you don't love me anymore but i can't accept that fact
endlessly reminiscing in our past because i want it back
but i can't put that stare in your eyes, the warmth into your touch
i can't make you be that person that i loved so much..
i can't make you love me if your heart tells me you don't
and no matter what i do i can't make you feel something you won't..
so i lay in your arms knowing you don't feel a thing..
and i pray for strength everyday knowing not what it may bring..
i wipe my tears away and put a smile on my face..
and i close my eyes to try and hide this lonely place..
because when your love died it took with it a piece of me
and it kills when you realize something isn't what it should be.
