You want to cry because you know thats what you want.
It hurts you inside because you loved him, you want him back but you know theres no wish.
You cry,you dont want him to find out, but holding it in is no longer going to happen.
You let it all out.
Your scared that next time you see him its going to hurt and your going to cry your eyes out.
So you stop seeing him. You stopped everything.
You just want him back in your arms.
But thats not going to happen.
He wants you to shed tears for him!
