Engravement

I said I was sorry
I even wrote it in me,
but that wasn't good enough was it?
I feel invisible to you
passing me by as I sit here
And cry the loudest tears
fake the perfect smile
I'm sick of this life,
bleeding and dying over and over again
I can't go on like this anymore,
but it's the only way I know...
My screams are being unheard
my tears are being unseen
Just let me out of this lie
let me out of this hell
that they call life
Time is bound to unravel the lies
And then you'll see what I've become
The words you left with still linger here
haunting me
Tearing me apart at the seams
Killing me.
I said I was sorry,
but it just wasn't good enough.