A Scar, Not a Cut

How long will it be until this too is taken
Leaving me again, lost, broken, alone, forsaken…
Every time in the peril I begin to see the light
Its not long until its dark again
Just the beginning of another painful fight
Soon there will be nothing left to take
No fragments of my soul left to crush, no pieces of my heart to brake
Remembering all that I once had, and all that is now gone
Whats left of my pathetic life is like a stupid worthless depressing song
I never meant to be so harsh, so uncaring, so mean
The love I got from your was the only true love I have ever really seen…
Whats a bullet in the chest, a knife on the wrist, compared to the pain your causing me
The pain I always feel for you is not pain that I can bleed.
A tiny little cut, the bleeding stops, the wound will heal
But this pain from you has left a scar, one that will never fade or peel…
I cannot go on living like this, just a worthless person living in the past…
Maybe its time I take the bullet, and face my fate at last