Close call

I thought I was pregnant
I was scared as hell
I didn't want to have a baby
I was just a kid myself
I had just turned 17
We had just started dating
but I had already loved you anyway
I didn't want to tell you
that I might have a baby
I didn't want to be late
I just wanted so badly
For all this to be fake
You weren't ready to be a father
or I a mom at that
We were to young
and this was to much
But I wasn't pregnant
It was just a close call
but it got me thinking
what if it wasn't a draw
would you still want it
or would you leave me alone
Then those thoughts slip my mind as you hold me in your arms
Only my best friend knows
that I thought I was holding your child
I threatened her life
if she ever told you these words
She promised me so much
and she's kept her word
But I want to tell you myself
I want to come clear
I want to know if it happens
Will you be there?