by Cara May 17, 2005
category :
Love, romance /
secret love
The rise and fall of this |
i guess things turned out okay for you, you had a pretty nice way of getting me pushed aside and having him. im sorry that this ever happened and im sorry i don't know where i stand now i just don't know where to put myself or how to feel okay. i wish i could but it's just so hard, getting up every morning saying to yourself im gonna be fine when you know nothing has changed and it hurts just as bad as it did in the begining. im crying now because i hate to lose this all, a friend and someone that meant a whole hell of alot to me but these are deep down inside the things i can't change... i know the truth but it just hasn't been revealed.... |