i guess things turned out okay for you, you had a pretty nice way of getting me pushed aside and having him. im sorry that this ever happened and im sorry i don't know where i stand now i just don't know where to put myself or how to feel okay. i wish i could but it's just so hard, getting up every morning saying to yourself im gonna be fine when you know nothing has changed and it hurts just as bad as it did in the begining. im crying now because i hate to lose this all, a friend and someone that meant a whole hell of alot to me but these are deep down inside the things i can't change... i know the truth but it just hasn't been revealed....

i leave you w/ 3 of the greatest fall out boy quoted to linger on....
1.are we going up or just going down it's just a matter of time before we're all found out.

2. i know this hurts it was meant to meant to your secrets out and the best part is it even a good one and it's mind over you (don't don't) matter.
3.i don't blame you for being you...set my clocks early because i don't want to be late.