If I Die

If i died yesterday
would you look so happy today?
would u still be smiling and laughing?
would my death even make u pray?

if i died today
when u found out would u cry?
would u even notice or care?
would u even want to know why?

if i die tomorrow
would u have wanted to say goodbye
would u wish we had had more time?
would u care that i wanted to die?

if i told u i was dead
you'd just laugh and tell a joke
but inside I'm already dying
and its starting to make me choke