Daily Suicide

I've tried to kill myself
So many times
Daily suicide
Rushing through my mind
The cuts that I make
Bleed till there hollow
I hurt myself everyday
And I see others follow
I don't want to die
I just want to feel pain
I know if I don't cut
Slowly I'll go insane
At least this way
Physically, I'm not hurting anyone but myself
I razor I use
Just sits on my shelf
It's there when I need it
and it listens to my cries
It some how tells me the truth
So I can't let out lies
I'm sorry if you don't understand
The reasons why I self injure
It's the only way I know
To make myself surrender