you keep in the dark
to reflect pain
still you go insane
hiding in the dark...
solves nothing...
you must embrace the light
let go of your insecurity
release your anger
you have nothing to be angry about...
what you fear is life itself...
but my fear is justified
because I am left behind
in everything
... in everything...
so why must I not be afraid
everytime I’m only caged...
and burned...
and hurt...
so I am justified
I am sorry
for I am not in the mood
I just wanna be alone
my pain cuts
as deep as my knife...
and flows as deep as
my blood
for now, please
just let be
alone...
for I want to bleed...
I just want darkness
in my soul so I quit caring...
burning thoughts
and hearts desires
I see now
through your eyes
cursing the pain that it brought
seeking release
I see now, what I’ve sought...
my disease...
you might’ve left it behind...
I dunno
do you?
The pain is darkness
For you must be equal
I found happiness in pain
everything I’ve done
it wasn’t in vain
all the blood in the world
spilt from one
won’t release
for everything you do
in the end
it’s only what you’ve done
I am through...
with all of this
burning
and yearning
for the truth and the lies
to disappear...
I have found that sadness doesn’t help
it turns my life into a living hell...
and thank god that no one can see
that I’m burning myself alive...
I don’t cut
it’s stupid
all you do is mutilate yourself
and try and make it hell
but it’s fake
no one sees the truth
I gave my heart away
and now they keep it
unknowing... but maybe they do too know
but won’t let it go
Life is worth the while
if you see one
to share it with
worked for me
saved by family
helped by friends
burned by hate
scars heal
feelings return...
making you overloaded
by the pain
for me, nevermore
I’m unbreakable
in the mind
you choose not to believe
so nevermore relief
life is in the eyes
of the beholder...
what you see is what you are...
changing is up to you
explaining is done
for no longer will I run
I am at a balance
you aren’t
find it...
maybe I already have
and you just still don’t
know my mind
I only know what you allow
all I see is dark writing
still...
when you are equal
the writing will
chain
chain me to my heart
which isn’t in the dark
I’m out in the open
what more could you ask
I allow myself to be hurt
you do too...
so what more could I ask for you to do
that you haven’t already
asked of me
I am no longer hurt...
My thoughts are like an old house with souls beginning to be free, still, now the glass is broken with bright lights.
I look back and remember when.
Scars can only show for so long, for they fade into the lost and will soon fade...
Left alone
By myself...
Don’t have a home
That isn’t hell...
What do you want me to go through again?
Nothing...
people try to help
yet we are without
all we can do it try to change
that’s all.
Changing’s overrated
Why do we have to change?
Maybe it’s them who are different!
Always but it’s them who criticize
but they don’t see the hell...
we believe in fire
I want you to look in the flames
and see your true desire
for this is only a dream
nothing is as it seems
burning hopes
lost desires
I see our hopes
In our fires
That we keep in our hearts
Placed differently...
Placed far apart...
Have you seen it all
