I will Be Free

What does sleep hold for me, it hold hope for a new day,
it hold rest and ease to my mind
but it brings horror, torment and so much more
if there is something i could do that would remove this agony from me then i would do it.
there is
there is a way to end all of this
to end all that hurts, to end all that is messed up in my life
but i will not do it, because that i will just be another sin added to the too many i have.
oh i wish there was a way out of this torment.
friends offer me their hands, their words of wisdom. but these demon that torments me hold it all back, and makes me stay with in my prison that i call my mind.
i shall break free of these walls that hold back my free will, that hold back my conscience. one day i will be free