Dear diary

Dear diary,

today was no better than the rest,
but perhaps it's the best
time to tell you just how i feel..

today i stood alone and naked in front of my mirror,
today i cut every part of my body i didn't like,
now i hold a cup full of blood in my hands.

today i screamed at him from the bottom of my lungs,
today i begged him not to love me anymore,
now i bleed myself dry because he listened.

today i poured out my heart through my eyes,
today i lost all feelings in my heart,
now there's nothing left for me to do.

there's nothing left for me to say,
nothing left to attempt to try,
all that's left are these soft whispers of good bye from people that never cared,
and all these painless scars with painfull memories.