Why is it so hard for me
to tell you how I feel,
half of me is fearing rejection,
the other fears for once this is actually real.
The looks you give run through my mind. I'm trying to figure you out
though it seems I'm running out of time, wanting you without any doubt
I brush my leg against your leg,
I look to see if you'll look away.
I'm constantly wanting to be with you, thinking of you both night and day. I try so hard to get you to see,
trying so hard,
begging you to notice me.
You see me laugh, you don't see me as I cry.
I cry for you to want me
all I need is you to need me.
Before you I was so dumb
thinking each guy I saw
was the one.
I always thought that he would do,
because I never thought you could want me too.
Now I think I might have a chance
a chance to find happiness
A chance to be with you
and be seen like I need to be seen.
