I try to do the best
i can to help everyone
and ignore my pain
but it's not working
all i want is for my family
and friends to be happy
when they aren't i get
mad at myself because
i don't know how to
help in the process of
trying to help everyone
else i become really self
destructive I've started
popping pills,beating myself,
and i cut because i can't
take this pain I'm so
sick of being depressed
and suicidal all my energy
is gone i wake up every
morning not wanting to
get out of bed an face
the world i just want to
go to sleep and
never wake up
