Freezing

Birds are screaming outside,
In the cold, dawning light,
As the sun starts to rise,
So it can fall.

What’s the point in all of that?
Why stand up to drop back?
And it’s that one little fact,
That keeps me “asleep.”

I’m freezing,
The lights seem too bright,
And the big burning ball in the sky,
Is making me wanna cry.
It’s easy,
To see what I mean,
When your escape is found in your dreams,
They’re the one thing that feels real.

There’s a slight breeze in the trees,
As I fall to my bruised knees,
I feel my heart beat cease,
And fade away…

And every little stain on this shirt,
Can show just how much I hurt,
How hard it was to revert,
To a time without you.

I’m freezing,
As day sinks to night,
I just realised I’ve wasted my life,
Cos I need you by my side.
And it’s easy,
For me to explain,
That I can’t bear face another day,
Not when I’m in so much pain.

Sorry I wasted your time,
But in the end it was mine,
And I’m sure you’re doing fine,
As am I… yeah right…

I probably shouldn’t have said,
All the things that held my head,
In it’s shallow state of almost death,
But then again…

I’m freezing,
I know I’m not right,
To sit and tell you what’s on my mind,
I’ll just shut my mouth up tight.
Yeah it’s easy,
To want to change the rules,
When you know I’m such a bloody fool,
When it comes to you.