XXi dont noXx

I don't no how i feel
is this life really really real
is death and pain what life is all bout
does god love to watch us cry and pout
this life is my living hell
and now all around me has fell
but out is my life mine
but yea sure ill b just fine
theres nothing wrong with me
but cant see
I'm crying inside and trying not to show it so i pray
every single day
for what i think should be right
but have u ever seen your friend cry so hard at night
and not no what to do
but to cry to?