Feeling sorry for myself

Every night I’ve gone to bed
I’ve cried a million tears
So many times, I’ve been hurt
Over these months and years.

Feeling sorry for myself
When I should learn to forget
But how can I when its all I think
So many things I regret.

Never should have got involved
I was stupid ever to trust
How was I so blind
You were never a must.

Why am I only attracted
To the one’s who’ll treat me bad
The one’s who’ll make me believe
They’re the best thing I ever had.

Maybe I should give up
Because I don’t seem to be getting anywhere
Sad and alone, meant for me
No one around for whom I should care.

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