Struggle to stay on the right side of you
Keep my word, and I always stay true
But is it worth all the strife you cause?
All the times you have showed me my flaws
Every time that you bring me down
Each tear in which I wish I could drown
Every angry face, try to make you smile
But your happiness only lasts for a while
Wish that I could make you happy again
But you refuse to show me your pain
You keep it inside, as that’s what you crave
If you won’t get help, then you can’t be saved
Arguments and tears, not always my fault
You feelings kept locked inside of your vault
I don’t want to intervene where I don’t belong
But where exactly did I go so wrong?
Sometimes though, you do make me glad
Cheer me up a bit when I am feeling sad
What hurts is when you pretend I’m not there
I’m always around, sorry if it appears I don’t care
I don’t mean to hurt you, sometimes you hurt me
Like all the time you said that I didn’t see
How much pain I have put you through
Each time you spot the things that I do
Please forgive me if I hurt you once more
If you see more marks, bright red and sore
Sorry if I still cry, and make you upset
You are someone that I will never forget
You mean so much to me, even if I let you down
Wish I could put a smile, where there is a frown
Save me from myself, that’s what I need
Just a friend, one who will help me succeed
But if I still feel miserable living this life
If I once more return to the sting of the knife
If I cry, believe me it’s not because of you
But being this way it something I’m so used to
