My feelings for you still hit me stronger than you could ever imagine.
After all we've been through... I can't seem to loose the love I have for you.
But I'm learning to appreciate other people again.
See... you have my heart locked up in a jar like a defenseless butterfly.
And I want it back.
Because I've realized that me and you will never happen again.
Yeah it took me while to realize it
But when I sat and thought about it I realized that I can't go through the hurt you put me through again.
I've always waited for you to tell me you want me back, and my answer would have been yes, no doubt.
Although love is the most amazing thing I have ever expressed and taken in...
My life also means as much to me.
Because I don't want to put my life at risk ever again.
I don't want to have the thoughts of ending my life because I've been hurt so bad that I can't bare, and go on any longer.
I want to be here, on earth to live the rest of my life happily...
Which I know I'll never be able to do without you.
I'll always love you no matter what.
