My Heart

One thing in the world i want
but cant have is you
sometimes you seem to simply not care
but can you not see the truth?

when you're around, my heart seems to sop
like getting a bump that painfully throbs

words get stuck halfway up my throat
i don't know what to say
sometimes i act so weird and strange
you wonder if I'm okay

few times it seems I've tried to confess-
turns out to be an even bigger mess

possibly, this could be a big mistake
but it's a risk that I'm willing to take

a very low chance of me coming through
but I'll just risk everything for you

sometimes when you're right next to me
you're so close, yet so far
and those difficult times i cant reach you
i wonder how you are

but there are those times,
where deep in my heart
you're misunderstanding-
it tears me apart

there are no words to explain this
when I'm alone, you're the only guy i miss

i want a hug, where you'll never let go
always keep me warm and never leave me cold

as long as you are here by my side
i wont ever have to feel terrified

so promise me one thing, promise me good
you'll try your best to be there like you said you would.