aww. that's a great poem!! i realy loved it! you did a great job putting feelings into words.
i can relate it to myself...i used to feel that way like a month ago. i was living in a past, crying all the time. but i know u probably don't need advise, but i just gonna say that, try to forget, put away all pictures of u twoo, try to do smth else, make yourself busy. i did that , it was really hard, and now i'm almost cured. it might help u too. just try it.
luv,
~Lyudmila~