My 'Happy Birthday'

May 17th, my date of birth.
Can anyone tell me, what I'm really worth?

My day was alright, everything went fine,
I signed onto my account, hoping that you'd be online.

The presents mean nothing, really they don't,
Because they don't bring happiness, no, they won't.

I'm fourteen today. I feel no older; I'm still the same, except my heart is colder.
I once was yours, and you were mine, my heart and yours, both combined.

Our love was special, one of a kind; it wasn’t from appearance, but through our minds.
It's been a while, and I finally see, that I really do miss you... though you don't miss me.

How could you do this? Do you even care? Tell me how you could live your life, like I was never there?
My thoughts go wild, my head in a twirl; you don't love me anymore, you have some other girl.

I can't seem to word this, my heart just won't let go, so I'll just be strong, and try to let you know,
That all I ever to wanted, was for you to say, that I'd stay healthy and fine, and happy birthday.

So I waited several hours, I waited just for you,
So you could say to me those words, just those special two.

I figured that you'd remember, since you did last year,
But the night finally ended, tomorrow was almost here.

Now today is tomorrow, you still have yet to say,
That you love me and you wish me, a happy birthday.