Just another gone

I sit in the darkness
thinking about what i did
How i have fixed my life
I hate him for what he did to me
I had to do what i did
If i didn't he would hurt me
He could be sitting at home smiling while hurting me
I couldn't help what i did
it just happened
I stare at his bloody body in horror and think about what i have done
I cry out his name
but he doesn't answer
i creep in to the darkness
and disappear forever
never to be seen again