I'm standing outside in the pouring rain,
but without you hunni, it just ain't the same.
Memories of us just come screaming into my head,
but the only thing that i can remember are the words that you said.
When you told me it was over my heart broke into a million little pieces,
my body is like an essay without a thesis.
You smile like everything is OK,
but when you walk by me i choke on my own words and do not know what to say.
You used to love me like i was yours forever,
but when you admitted to me that you didn't care anymore all of the ties that were holding my heart and yours together were severed.
So take your fake apologies with you the next time you walk out the door,
I do not need them hanging over my spinning head no more.
The lightning is flashing,
the thunder is crashing.
I can hear your voice within the rumbles and can see your face withing the yellow line,
funny isn't it? How those lips of yours used to be on mine.
When i asked you if you cared why did you lie?
the crimson tears taint my rosy red cheeks every time i cry.
I am sick of running away to hide,
so tired of puking out my insides every time you run through my mind.
But i will be strong and win this fight,
i will not go up to that white light.
This time you will be the one to blame,
for all those f u c k i n g mistakes that you made.
