Wanting to be Free...

I wish that I could tell myself
That things would be alright
But it seems like everyday
I lose another fight

I’ve given up on smiling
for its just to hard to do
I feel no need to bother
For ill never make it through

And each day I try so hard
To keep this pain inside
And I want to say I\'m sorry
For all the times I’ve lied

And I hate to be the bad guy
But this life is not for me
And if I were to leave this life
Forever free is what id be

I\'m losing all the people
Who for me, they truly care
For when these people need me
Its me who’s never there

My family does not like me
There love had turned to hate
And even though I’ve tried
My sorry’s come too late

And now I’ve come to find
That I\'m just a big mistake
And the only way to live
Is to live life like its fake...

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