JuST ThInK!!

I hate the way I live my life, I hate the way I am. I really want to end it now but I don’t have the strength. I have been thinking of suicide for a while now, but every time I feel like I should do it, I think of my baby nephew, I don’t want to hurt anyone but myself, but then again do I really want to kill myself? It hurts yeah sh.it yeah it hurts but pain is something you can fix. If I were to slit my wrist that would hurt more, it would not do any good cause it would make my mum fall to the floor. Suicide does not only hurt you it also hurts the people who are really true to you. You kill yourself to get rid of the pain, but your just pasting it on to the ones that love you. Life is hard its harder at different times but stop thinking of the negatives and focus on the positives, in this day and age there are so many people that can help. If you are suffering from abuse, depression and even it you feel like you have to cut yourself, all you have to do is use your voice that is why god gave it to you. Every one has their good points and bad but we should take them for whom they are. I have gone through a lot of sh.it in my life I was harassed at school everyday I hated school but one day I could not take the pain anymore so I stood up to the people that harassed me and the only reason that they did it was because I was different, and they also where hurting inside because they thought that if they teased me then no one will see how different they were. We should take people for who and what they are, family and friends are the most important thing in the world and most people don’t see that. To this day I have and will not hurt stab my friends in the back or bit.ch about someone just because they aren’t like me. You have to take the good with the bad. So as I write this today I am proud to be me, proud to be one of god’s gifts and I hope people see that life is something that doesn’t really last very long and if you make the choice to end it sooner I am telling you, you will regret it. Live like there is no tomorrow for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. And also remember friends will walk in and out of ur life but true
friends will leave footprints in your heart.

*I know it’s not a poem, but come on guys think about it. Think of the people who love you think how they would feel if you were to leave. I am always here if someone needs to talk just leave me a comment and I promise I will get back to you. *