You Again

I’m setting myself up
I’m talking to you again
You’re being so sweet
Not this again
It’s a trap, I know it
So why do I keep talking to you?
Why am I excited when you’re online?
Why do I even care?

I can see it already
Me falling for you once more
And telling you how I feel
Then getting crushed yet again
You always did this to me
I know you haven’t changed yet
But I just keep telling myself
Maybe you’re more considerate now
Maybe you’ve matured a bit

They all tell me to ignore you
To just not talk when you do
But I’m scared to admit it
But I know it’s true
I do want to talk to you
I missed what we had
I missed our conversations
I missed us

I know I shouldn’t talk to you
But I can’t help it, you see
What you say to me
How you call me beautiful
How much you say you miss me
How you’re so sorry about everything
It makes me feel wanted
It makes me feel worth something
It makes me feel good about myself

I’m trying not to get attached
I hope I’ll be able to stop myself
I won’t let things get to that level
But I can see it already
I know me too well
I can tell I’ll end up liking you yet again
But this time I won’t tell you about it
I won’t let it interfere