Night Before Dawn

by Leah~Nicole   May 19, 2005


Temptation is growing
I caress the blade
Becoming much bolder
My fear starts to fade
Slowly I lay it
Upon my wrist
I slice my skin open
Clenching my fist
Blood steadily dripping
Onto the floor
The pain’s not enough
I want to hurt more
I cut it again
One two and three
Searing pain burning
Blood flowing free
It’s not enough
The memories aren’t gone
I must do it now
Before facing the dawn
Blade is now shaking
Touching my throat
Like lightning I cut
I gasp and I choke
Blood gushing freely
All over the wall
Hand flies to my throat
And I suddenly fall
I slip into darkness
The pain immense
I go into convulsions
My whole body’s tense
The drugs that I took
Have finally kicked in
My lungs are collapsing
My blood is quite thin
My heart cannot pump
Since nothing is there
My tortured eyes slowly
Turn into blank stare…

The sun rises slowly
The first rays of light
Find a frail body
Blood shining bright
The evil of others
Destroyed her poor heart
Only in Death
Could she have a new start

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  • 19 years ago

    by Katie

    Wow. Your writing is so powerful. This poem just blew me away! I love it! Keep writing! 5/5!

  • 19 years ago

    by Pilar

    awsome i think it's a very good idea to get your feelings out writting the on paper than to do anything you may regret

    chao! take care

    (sorry for commenting that much on your poems ^^ they're truly touching to me)

    . . . p i l i i i

  • 19 years ago

    by Leah~Nicole

    And if you want to read a couple others, I have another in sadness - Broken. One is in explicit - I'll Find My Redemption.

  • 19 years ago

    by Leah~Nicole

    I'm an abuse victim. I have been abused for 13 years (I'm 17, it started when I was 4). I've been abused by almost 20 different people. Needless to say, things like that can make a person very depressed lol. I don't actually want to commit suicide, but writing poetry is an outlet for me; a way of getting my feelings out without doing anything crazy. And thank you, I appreciate the comment. I'm glad you liked it.

  • 19 years ago

    by Corissa

    Great poem...I liked you choice of words, but what made you write it? Corissa81506

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