Every night was the same untill...

Every night I sit in the moon light
knowing that this is just not my night
every night was just the same
knowing that all my pain came

In the morning I awake
knowing that I made that one mistake

during the day it haunts me
in the after noon it attacks me
That one memory in my head
knowing that it happen in the bed

Thinking that she wasn't like the rest
but then again she put me to the test
now shes becoming a pest
knowing that I am not the best

Now I have to pay
and I want her to go away
knowing that she likes to play
and I have nothing to say on this day

As I come home from school
thinking that already uncool
she just makes me look like a fool

knowing that she uses my name in shame
just hoping that this isn't a game
because I am not the same

My heart was just down to the core
knowing that I am sore
and I didn't want that any more

All I can think of is to leave a big gash
right where I'll leave a slash
just because she made me crash