Babyboy even though I know that u love and care for me I sometimes cry cause i feel that one day I'm gonna lose u forever
Sometimes I cry when u don't touch me the same
Sometimes I cry just because.
I sometimes cry for dumb things like u don't look or talk to me when u see me.
I sometimes cry cause I see u hugging other girls
I sometimes cry cause June is soon coming by and u say your going far away.
What's a girl to do knowing that the love of her life sometimes acts like a fool and acts as if nothing ever happened between us?
Sometimes I cry cause I feel that your only using me for sex, sex that I shouldn't even be giving u.
I sometimes cry cause I broke all my rules just for u like never sleep with my friend, go down on any boy till marriage!, show my feet unless I know that I'm gonna marry the person, drink or smoke (at all)!
So when u do things like ignore me, change your ways or even treat me like one of your chickenheads or better yet act as if I didn't earn your love or trust that hurts!
Sometimes I cry cause I think that your gonna hurt me and I don't want to get hurt by the one I love.
Sometimes I cry cause tomorrow isn't a promise day for anyone and you’re the closet thing to me other than life itself.
I wish u knew that I really love u and my world isn't complete without u I've always felt this way even when u were gone that whole year not a day went by I didn't ask about u . I thought it was a phase that I loved u but my emotions grew and grew each day. I even thought dating other people would help change my mind about u but no still u remain in my heart I always wanted a second chance to tell u how I felt since we were 15 and when u came back I was 17 so there was my chance and look at us now ..
So if that’s not love what is it?
Sit down one day and think who would do the because I love him things and who would do the because I want him to love me things!!
