I have all these insecurites
they eat at my mind
making things out of nothing
I'd rather be blind
Shuned from this world
The world has shut me out
dealt me with sh!t
I feel as if theres no way out
see sometimes they tell me that
your with someone new
And at these times I don't know what to do
See I think it's a disease
maybe cancer
I kinda wish I had it
cause it would be alittle faster
Than dying of old age
rather than self rage
pent it all up
then lock me in my cage
