But i love kaleb...

I hate how we see each other after class,
because i feel like such and ass,
i try to avoid you,
but i don't know what to do,

everyone said that you liked me,
why was i so stupid not to see,
you asked me if we could ever go out,
and i just sat there looking at the computer screen and began to pout,

because i knew that we never would.
even though Taylor said we should,
i try-ed to explain,
that it would put me through so much pain,

because he was my best guy friend,
but he ruined that just my typing something and hitting send,
yes is all you have to say,
if you don't like it then dump him after a day,

she urged me on and on,
that night we talked till dawn,
but all i could say was, "no",
and all she could say was, "so",

but i know she was just playing,
and that she was just saying,
that it would be fun,
and after a few days it would be done,

but i could not,
because i don't think that he's hot,
and he doesn't give me that feeling of love,
you know that feeling that is described my a dove,

and although i feel quite bad,
i know how sad,
that he must feel to know,
that i don't love him and can only show,

the love for another someone,
and once this is over and done,
nothing can change my mind,
that i will always like him a as a friend i find...

and i will always love Kaleb...

please comment, idk what to do!!! i like Kaleb, and not my guy friend... it makes me sick to even say his name... idk what to do, I'm so confused and i try to avoid him, but that doesn't work...

oh and TAy your my #1 ALWAYS!!! much