On the Inside.

When I'm with you
you seem to be quite bored
i can't tell if you're happy
i just can't be sure

but when you're with her
your smiles are so cute
i feel a bit envious
to tell you the truth

i know I'm no match
she always beats me, she always do
i want to be close too
just like she is to you

but i won't compete
not against my friend
and I'm pretty sure
she'll win it all in the end

I'll still smile and laugh
if you're happy, I'm happy too
but it's harder to pretend
as my feelings grow for you

it's hard to keep a lie around you
you can read it on my face
but if i tell you how i truly feel
it'll just be worst that way

but just for this moment
I'll keep everything inside
be happy, hold my head high
and promise not to cry