I managed to live for a year gone by
I have missed you daily, I always cry
My life is nothing without you in it
The failures were mine, I did not quit
Hating my life, missing our plans
Cupping your angelic face in my warm comforting hands
Wanting what we had and the joys realized
Seeing your picture, sitting mesmerized
I am struggling to beat this addiction of mine
I fail to see why I don’t spend the time
You guided and taught me with perfect grace
Could always count on the smile on your face
My love for you is never in question
You taught me how to love, blissful direction
Now my world has crumbled down
I walk through life, face set in a frown
If I ever had a second chance
I would race in your direction, nary a glance
But I have hurt you to often my love
And would not want to inflict pain from above
Unconditional love for you is what I am about
You are free from my life, happy, while I pout
Just pray for my soul, for it is tired and old
Love what we had, and the stories I told
I am empty without even hearing your voice
I will not call you, that is my choice
I need to be set free from this loveless prison
My heart weeps for you, and the fading passion
So live a good life I wish you the best
I had to write that, get it off my chest
Love God fully, as I know you do
Pray for my heart, as I do for you
